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Translators note: the following are translated excerpts
from an account by Israeli activist, writer and former Knesset
member Geulah Cohen of her meeting with the Rebbe. The original
Hebrew version was published in the Israeli daily, Maariv,
December 18, 1964.
Ive met wise people, Ive met scholars, Ive
met artists, but to meet a believer is an altogether different
experience. After meeting a wise person, you remain what you
were beforewise or stupid; after meeting a scholar,
you remain what you were before learned or a boor; after
meeting with an artist, you remain what you were beforeartist
or artisan. But when you take leave of a believer, you leave
his presence different than you entered it. For even if the
believers faith does not infect you, it affects you.
For the believer believes in you, too.
The Lubavitcher Rebbe, Rabbi Menachem Mendel Schneerson,
the spiritual leader of the international Chabad movement,
is a wise man, a learned man, but above all, he is a believer.
And if faith is the art of truth, hes also an artist.
A particularly creative artist. His creation: an entire army
of believers whose commander-in-chief he is. The faith army
of Israel, dedicated to the G-d of Israel and the people of
Israel.
***
The Midrash does not anywhere describe how the supernal angels
are received in audience before the divine throne. But were
it to describe this, it might well take its cue from the manner
in which one is received by the Lubavitcher Rebbe. Of course,
there is a secretary, a line, and reception hours, as with
every human being. Here, however, the secretary doesnt
ask what you wish to discuss with the Rebbeyour questions
to the Rebbe are between you and him. Here, though it might
be necessary to wait weeks or months for your turn, anyone
who so desires can be received by the Rebbe. And here, the
reception hours are not during the daytime, but at nightall
night long.
Eleven in the evening? I repeated in amazement
when Rabbi Chodakov, the Rebbes secretary, notified
me of the time of my appointment with the Rebbe.
Tomorrow night at eleven, came the clear reply
through the phone from the Rebbes Brooklyn headquarters.
Why not during the daytime? The chassid to whom
I addressed this query gave me a look as if I had asked the
most bizarre question in the world. During the day the
Rebbe studies, he stated with finality.
Instead of asking why the Rebbe doesnt study at night
and receive people during the day, I found myself thinking
that, perhaps, this is as it should be; that perhaps at night
the hearts speak more freely and the heavens are more open
to listen.
***
When I read a book, I always skip the introduction. But the
long introduction that preceded the moment of my meeting with
the Rebbe taught me that there are introductions that should
not be skipped, for the simple reason that in them the story
really begins. The Rebbes chassidim are a part of his
personality, just as Chassidism believes that all of humanity
is part of G-ds personality. My audience with the Rebbe
began when I arrived at his headquarters and met his disciples.
I hesitate to refer to the young Talmud-studying men who
filled the place as students. Yes, each sat with
open book before him, but none of them looked like someone
who is learning something he did not already know. They looked
more like one who stands in a laboratory and manipulates spirit
and the letters of spirit as a scientist manipulates matter,
dissecting, deciphering, building structures and forging forms.
And all this with a melodious song. What has not already been
written on the Chassidic melody? What will not be yet written
of it? For it has neither beginning nor end. It sounds like
a continuation of your own melody, like a song that you are
singing for someone else to come and continue for you. At
that moment it occurred to me that the Ten Commandments ought
to have been said with a Chassidic melody...
Those students who were not engrossed in their studies but
stood around talkingperhaps of ordinary, everyday mattersnevertheless
wore the expression on the face of a front-line soldier, and
the hushed atmosphere was that of impending battle. Their
commander was not visible here, but his presence somewhere
in the building was well-sensed. No audible command had been
sounded, but all were poised for the moment it would be given...
***
I, too, am awaiting wordword that I am to enter the
Rebbes room. Its already eleven-fifteen, eleven-thirtywhen
will my turn come? Im about to ask one of the young
men in the office, when a fashionably dressed young woman,
heels clicking and a scream of blonde hair spilling out from
under her hat, enters the room. I hear her voice before I
can catch a glimpse of her face.
Is there an answer yet? she asks in choked, fervent
voice.
In lieu of a reply, the young man walks over to a mound of
letters, removes onethe letter that the woman had written
to the Rebbeand tells her that the answer is inside.
The woman grabs the letter from his hand, opens it, and reads.
Her eyes freeze for a moment, then fill with tearswhether
from joy or sorrow one cannot tell. Wordlessly, she leaves
the room.
Immediately she is back. If so, I have another question.
Can one ask the Rebbe again?
Of course, says the young chassid. Anytime,
anything.
Her face lights up with joy...
***
When the door closed behind me and I stood alone with the
Rebbe in the room, it was midnight. But the Rebbe rose behind
his desk to greet me with a midday smile.
If you will, before you is a handsome face, a black hat slanting
above it and a gray beard flowing beneath it, expressing grace
and benevolence. But if you will, a pair of eyes alone confront
you, gazing at you not to see but to reveal. In such case,
you feel quite uncomfortable if you have something to hide,
quite uncomfortable if you have thought of uttering an untruth.
You sense a need to do up all your buttons to the very last
onesomehow it feels as if they have all become undone.
Does the Rebbe really have such magical eyes, or have you
brought this magic in with you, the result of the night and
the impression made on you by his disciples? But nows
not the time to ponder questions of this sort. You came here
for a purpose, didnt you? So I begin to introduce myself.
But it turns out theres no needhe already knows
more about me than Ive intended to tell him. He tells
me not only what Ive done, but also what he thinks I
ought to do; not only what Im doing, but also what he
feels Im not doing...
I hear that youre now working as a journalist.
Nu, thats also good. Writing is very good, but
its not the main thing. The main thing is the youth.
To the youth one must speak, not write. Why dont you
speak to the youth? The youth is waiting to be spoken to,
and no one is doing it. They make speeches at thembut
they dont speak to them. And then they wonder why they
arent motivated.
The youth, continued the Rebbe, is waiting
for a commanda command issued in the same voice that
all the great commands in Jewish history were issued. Where
are all the commanders? In the Knesset! What happened to all
the leaders who burned with a holy fire? What are those who
know how to command doing? Today theyre arguing about
whether to increase or reduce the income tax by a percentage
point...
A basic law of physics is that no energy is ever lost.
What once was will always be. The youth of Israel has shown
its power in the past; this power still exists, and will return.
All that lacks is the force that will rouse it...
***
When I left the Rebbes room, it was past two in the
morning. Scarcely a second had gone by before the students
pounced upon me. What did the Rebbe say? they
wanted to know.
My acquaintances who had accompanied me on my midnight trip
to Brooklyn immediately wanted to know: So, what did
you think of the Rebbe?
Today, many weeks after my encounter with the Rebbe, I can
say only what I felt at the time. When I first entered his
presence, I thought: Here is a believer. As I
sat there listening to him speak, I reassessed: No,
a wise man. When I left his presence, I said to myself:
Yet a true believer.
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