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Three cities you shall set aside within the land that
the L-rd your G-d is giving you as an inheritance... and they
shall be for all murderers to escape to. This is the murderer
who shall flee there, and live: one who strikes his fellow
unintentionally...
Deuteronomy 19:2-4
And for one who did not lie in wait [to kill premeditatedly],
but G-d has caused it to happen to him, I shall establish
for you a place to which he can flee
Exodus 21:13
The unintentional murderer is not innocent. He is guilty
of criminal negligencenegligence which has resulted
in the destruction of a life. But for his sake, G-d commanded
that cities of refuge should be established in
the Holy Land. Cities to serve him both as a haven and as
a place of exile; cities to which he is banished to atone
for his deed as well as to rebuild his life anew.
There are cities of refuge in space, and there is a city
of refuge in time. And while the spatial cities of refuge
await the coming of Moshiach and the restoration of Torah
law in the Holy Land to be reinstated, the haven in time that
G-d has established for us in the calendar is there for us
at all times, under all conditions.
This haven in time is the month of Elulthe last month
of the Jewish year and the month that leads to the Days
of Awe that commence the new year. This is alluded to
in one of the verses that discuss the law of the cities
of refuge: as master Kabbalist Rabbi Isaac Luria[1]
points out, the first letters of the Hebrew words inah
lyado vsamti lach (...has caused it
to happen to him, I shall establish for you...Exodus
21:13) are alef, lamed, vav, lamed,
which spell the word Elul.[2]
The Accidental Sinner
Elul is the month that Moses spent atop Mount Sinai
as G-d reconciled Himself with His people after they had betrayed
their covenant with Him by worshipping the Golden Calf. By
divine command, Moses had hewn two tablets of stone and brought
them to the top of the mountain; there G-d inscribed upon
them the Ten Commandments that encapsulate His covenant with
Israel to replace the original Tablets of the Covenant
that were broken in the aftermath of Israels sin. After
forty days, which included the whole of Elul and culminated
in Yom Kippur, G-d uttered the fateful words, I have
forgiven, as you request, thus establishing the precedent
for teshuvahfor mans ability to rectify
an iniquitous past and establish it as the base for a renewed
and invigorated relationship with G-d.[3]
Ever since, the month of Elul has been the city of
refuge for all inadvertent murderers who
seek the protection of its walls. For every transgression
against the will of G-d is, by definition, an act of inadvertent
murder: murder, because one has violated the essence
and raison dêtre of ones own life; inadvertent,
because man is inherently and intrinsically good, and all
evil deeds result only from a lapse of awareness of ones
own true will. In the words of our sages, A person does
not sin unless a spirit of insanity has entered into him.[4]
The twenty-nine days of Elul offer an isle in time, a sanctum
for introspection and self-assessment, for atonement and rehabilitation.
It is a place to which we might exile ourselves from our subjugation
to the struggles and entanglements of material life to audit
our spiritual accounts and restore the sovereignty of our
true will over our lives. It is a month in which to resolve
that, henceforth, no accidental iniquity will mar the quintessential
goodness of our soul.
Based on the Rebbes talks on Shabbat Mevarchim Elul,
5711 (1951), and on other occasions[5]
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[1]. The Holy Ari, 1534-1572.
[2]. Shaar HaPesukim, Parashat Mishpatim.
[3]. Rashi, Exodus 33:11.
[5]. Likkutei Sichot, vol. II, pp. 623-626; et al.
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