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Return to a Timeless Essence
When Elazar ben Durdaia (a notorious sinner who had committed
every transgression in the book) found that all his appeals
for assistance had been turned down, he said: It all
depends entirely on myself. He placed his head between
his knees and wept until his soul departed from him. A voice
from heaven then announced: Rabbi Elazar ben Durdaia
is destined for life in the world to come! Hearing this,
Rabbi [Judah Hanassi] wept: There are those who acquire
their world in many years, and there are those who acquire
their world in a single moment.
Talmud, Avodah Zarah 17a
In the world we inhabit, more is less and less is more. Quantitatively,
the earth is but a tiny speck in a vast universe; in significance,
it is the focus of G-d's creation. Of the earth itself, inanimate
matter constitutes virtually all of its mass, only a minute
fraction of which are living cells. Plant life is more plentiful
than animal life, and animals far more numerous than humans.
Within the human being, the head, seat of man's most sophisticated
faculties, is smaller than the torso or limbs. In a word,
the greater the quality, the lesser the quantity.
The same is true of man's most precious resource: time. Quality
time--time that is most optimally and fulfillingly utilized--comprises
but a quantitative fraction of the time we consume. How many
minutes of each day do we spend on truly meaningful things?
The bulk of our hours are taken up with earning a living,
sleeping, eating, and fulfilling a host of social and other
obligations---worthy pursuits them all, but secondary to the
purpose of our lives.
The very structure of time, as designed by its Creator, follows
the less is more model. There are six mundane
workdays, leading to a single day of spirit and tranquility.
Yom Kippur--the Shabbat of Shabbats[1]
whose twenty-six hours bring us in touch with our deepest,
most essential self--occupies less than 0.3 percent of the
year. Everything we do takes time, but the greater the quality
of our endeavor, the less the quantity of time it consumes.
The most potent of human deeds is teshuvah---our ability
to rectify and sublimate past wrongdoings by returning to
the timeless, inviolable core of self which was never tainted
by sin in the first place. And teshuvah is the least
time-consuming of events: the essence of teshuvah
is a single wrench of self, a single flash of regret and resolve.[2] There are those who acquire their world in many years,
says the Talmud, building it brick by brick with the conventional
tools of achievement. Then there are those who acquire their
world in a single moment[3]---in
a single, timeless instant that molds the future and redefines
the past.
Based on a public letter by the Rebbe, Erev Shabbat Shuvah
5739 (October 6, 1978)[4]
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[1] Leviticus 16:31 et al.
[2] Thus the Talmud (Kiddushin 49b) rules that "If
a man betroths a woman, contingent upon the condition that
he is a tzaddik (perfectly righteous individual),
she is considered as possibly married to him, even if he
is an utterly wicked man---for perhaps, at the moment that
he betrothed her, he had a thought of teshuvah.''
[3] The Hebrew word the Talmud uses, sha'ah,
is a basic term for time unit,'' and translates as
both hour'' and moment.'' The word also means
turn,'' implying the shift from state to state that
is the elementary measure of time and the essence of teshuvah.
[4] Likkutei Sichot, vol. XIX, pp. 593-596.
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