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From Bondage to Servitude
by Chaya Shuchat
On Passover, we celebrate our freedom from Egyptian bondage.
The Jewish people, enslaved under the mastership of Pharaoh
for two hundred and ten years, left Egypt to finally become
their own masters. Well, not quite! It would appear that the
Jewish people left Egyptian slavery to accept upon themselves
a different type of servitude. Moses was instructed: "When
you take the people out of Egypt, you will worship G-d on
this mountain"[1].
Would the Jewish people ever achieve total independence? Or
would they forever be bound to an overseer, human or divine,
defining and restricting their every movement and decision?
The redemption of the Jewish people from Egypt marks the
birth of the Jewish nation[2].
However, it was not a birth only in the historical sense.
Upon leaving Egypt, the Jews underwent a profound transformation,
one that changed their very essence. During the Egyptian exile,
the Jews, crushed under the burden of slavery, had gradually
absorbed the spiritual coarseness of their Egyptian neighbors
and masters. At the time of the Exodus, the Jews had sunk
to the 49th (of 50) levels of impurity. Yet a mere
seven weeks later they accepted the Torah at Mount Sinai and
became identified as a Holy Nation, a Torah nation whose entire
existence was permeated with G-dliness. In order to accomplish
this major shift, it was necessary for the Jewish people to
completely annul their previous existence and then recreate
themselves in a totally new form. This metamorphosis was effected
by a three-step process involving self-nullification, followed
by integration and finally transcendence.
To understand how this three-step process works, it is useful
to consider the analogy of a student undertaking the adoption
of a discipline radically different from, and opposed to,
any previously encountered or experienced by him. At the outset,
the pupil does not possess the tools to master the discipline
on his own accord. He must find himself a teacher and prepare
himself to receive the teacher's guidance and direction. Were
he to approach the teacher with his previous conceptions intact,
he would be unable to absorb the new concepts being relayed
to him. Rather, he needs to clear his mind of its previous
paradigm and allow this radically new thought-system to penetrate.
Yet once the new idea has taken root in his mind, the student
must use his own tools of intellect and reason in order to
fully integrate the new philosophy into his own thinking.
The ultimate goal of the student is to make the teaching a
part of himself, and to attain a mastery of it to the same
degree as his teacher. Initially, the master's level of understanding
seems far beyond the student's. Yet with effort, the student
can transcend the limitations of his own intellect and reach
a level that previously seemed unattainable.
Upon their exodus from Egypt, the Jewish people were not
merely absorbing a new teaching, they were redefining their
very existence. These three steps, of self-nullification,
followed by integration and finally transcendence, allowed
them to shake the confining role that Egyptian slavery had
imposed upon them and to adapt to their new role as G-d's
Holy Nation.
Self Nullification
The first step was undertaken when, as soon as they left
Egypt, the Jewish people chose to subjugate themselves to
G-d. This type of self-abnegation was necessary for them in
order to erase the unholiness they had imbibed in Egypt, where
many of the Jews had absorbed the idolatrous customs of their
Egyptian masters. In order to be fit to receive the Torah,
they needed to rid themselves of their previous existence,
which was in direct opposition to the Torah. Thus, their first
step was to bond with G-d unequivocally, through submitting
to His Will with a sense of selflessness and complete trust.
They pledged their acceptance of the Torah with the words
NaaseH veNishma[3]:
We will do, and then we will understand. Their
primary response, We will do, was a pledge to
unquestionably carry out G-d's Will.
In Egypt, they were subservient to Pharaoh. In the desert,
they would subjugate themselves to G-d. On the surface, they
were exchanging one form of servitude for another. But there
is a profound difference between subjugation to a human master
and submission to G-d. A human master is himself subject to
the limitations of his own character and influence. G-d has
no limitations, and thus, submission to Him is the first step
toward overcoming ones own human limitations.
Integration
At the same time, the purpose of service to G-d is not just
to break our character and strip us of our identity. The aim
is to fully integrate the Torah into our own personalities,
as the Talmudic Sages state[4]: "There is no free person,
but one who studies the Torah." The more we grow in understanding
of Torah, the more it becomes part and parcel of who we really
are. The true nature of a Jew is defined by his soul, whose
desires and needs are in perfect congruence with the demands
of the Torah. A lifestyle outside the boundaries of the Torah
may on the surface appear to be more free, but
internally, in order to feel truly comfortable and liberated,
the Jews soul needs the structure and discipline of
a Torah lifestyle.
Transcendence
After these two steps of self-nullification and integration
were complete, the Jewish nation was ready for its final transformation.
Through receiving the Torah, the Jewish people completely
transcended their previous existence. Before, they worshiped
G-d as human beings attempting to bridge an unattainable gap
between Creator and created, Divine and human. At Mount Sinai,
G-d removed this final barrier[5].
The Jewish people became truly free of their human limitations,
and made the full leap of uniting with G-d, without any obstructions
whatsoever.
These three stages are reflected in the three names of Passover.
The Torah refers to it as "Chag HaMatzot[6]- the festival of Matzot. In the
festival prayers, the festival is called "Zeman Cheiruteinu
- the Season of Our Freedom. The most commonly used
title, though, is Pesach, or Passover, a reference to G-d
leaping over the Jewish homes and saving them from the plague
of the firstborn.
In the Torah, a name is not merely a reference used for the
purpose of identification. Rather, a name actually describes
an object's inherent characteristics. Each of the three names
of Passover reflects on a different element of the festivals
inner meaning. Each name indicates a phase that the Jewish
people passed through on their way to achieving complete independence
and spiritual elevation. Matza, the flat, tasteless cracker,
is the symbol of self-negation. "The Festival of Freedom"
refers to the process of integration, as we come to appreciate
that our servitude to G-d is not a denial or repression of
our personality, but its consummate expression. This yields
a feeling of profound liberty and pleasure in our divine service.
The final step is "Passover," the transcendence
of human limitations to become one with the Divine.
It seems paradoxical that the path towards greater self-fulfillment
and satisfaction begins with matza, representing self-negation.
How can setting aside our own reason lead to greater wisdom?
Can subjugating our passions and desires yield a feeling of
freedom and liberty? The Torah teaches that every Jew is inherently
righteous. Torah lifestyle does not demand any "breaking"
of human nature; rather, it seamlessly blends with the innate
desires of the Jewish soul. The ultimate freedom is when we
follow G-ds demands but no longer feel subservient.
"Passover" indicates such transcendence a
leap beyond our human limitations so that the G-dly directives
feel inherently right and proper: a leap that allows our G-dly
soul to transcend our human fallibilities.
Based on an address by the Rebbe, Acharon Shel Pesach,
5737 (1977)[7]
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[2] Ezekiel, ch. 16 and commentaries
[5] Prior to the giving of the Torah, there had been
a strict line of demarcation between the physical and the
spiritual, so that there could not be a fusion of the two.
At Mount Sinai, G-d removed this barrier, allowing spirituality
to descend to the physical world, and physical objects to
become elevated to holiness. (Tanchuma Vaeira 15, Shemot
Rabba 12:3).
[6] Mishpatim 23:15; Tissa 34:18; Emor 23:6; Reeh
16:16.
[7] Likkutei Sichot, vol. 17, pp. 71ff
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