ESSAY: Numerical Value
Finding meaning where it counts
A TELLING STORY:
The Slap
The Rebbe dispensed the blessings, but his secretary set
the conditions
Playing G-d
What would you do if you were in the drivers
seat?

Numerical Value
by Ari Sollish
Take a census of the entire assembly of
the children of Israel
Numbers 1:2
Because they [Israel] are dear to Him, He counts them
at all times. When they departed from Egypt He counted them,
and when they fell at the [sin of the Golden] Calf He counted
them
and [here] when He came to rest His Divine Presence
upon them, He counted them
Rashi on Numbers 1:1
Some of us find it in our families. Some find it in our jobs.
Still others find it in religion. Although the results may
differ, the search is the same: to find meaning and purpose
in our lives. A common thread that binds mankind is the need
to feel that our existence serves some purpose; that we are
not just the result of an accident of birth, but necessary
components in the fulfillment of a mission of cosmic proportions.
This feeling is perhaps the most essential ingredient of a
healthy psyche, fueling the desire to set goals and achieve
them.
In the course of human development, it is parents who should
first play the crucial role of infusing their children with
feelings of worth and value. Tragically, we now live in an
era when more and more children grow up without this feeling.
Instead, they experience a sense of inadequacy and are engulfed
by the confusion that an emotion of worthlessness yields.
Torah, in its timeless wisdom, recognizes this essential need
and addresses it in a manner that is at once comforting and
empowering, at times through the simple act of counting.
Numbers
Throughout the Chumash, G-d instructs Moses to count the
Jewish people on four separate occasions.[1]
These are instructions of such great importance that, based
on the directive given at the beginning of our parsha, the
entire fourth book of the Torah [Bamidbar] is referred to
as the Book of Countings.[2]
But what was the purpose of these countings? Obviously, it
was not merely to take a census, for G-d, with his all-encompassing
knowledge, certainly knew how many we numbered. We must therefore
conclude that there was another, more profound, intention
behind this commandment.
Torah, as with everything that exists, is comprised of both
body and soul.[3]
The body of Torah includes the narrative and those
areas that deal with the more mundane aspects of our lives:
Halacha, the laws that one must adhere to on a daily basis.
However, Torahs soul comprises the more
sublime, esoteric teachings and the philosophies that they
contain.
Just as mans body and soul are fused together as a
singular, cohesive and seamless unit, the same is true of
the body and soul of Torah: even within
the body of Torah there are embedded the most
profound lessons, ones that may be thought to be the province
of its soul. One must first, however, strip away
the external layers of a particular law or directive to reveal
its fundamental principles and underlying truths, for only
then do these lessons emerge.
Now, regarding the deeper dimension of counting, there is
a Talmudic law that states that in specific circumstances
a food item whose consumption is prohibited may be considered
as nullified when a minute quantity of it is accidentally
mixed with permitted ones.[4] One of the exceptions to this rule is when the
forbidden item is one that is usually sold by number and not
by weight. Then, regardless of how minute the percentage of
prohibited food found in the mixture may be, the forbidden
item is never nullified and the entire mixture is deemed unfit
for consumption.[5]
The reasoning behind this ruling is that things that are
counted are deemed to have an intrinsic value and importance,
one that is not diminished or nullified by it being mixed
with anything else.
This now explains why G-d caused the Jewish people to be
counted when He already knew their number. By commanding Moses
to count the people, G-d was declaring the worth of every
single Jew, emphasizing that they are valuable enough to be
counted.
What is the special importance and value of each Jew? Each
of us has a mission to fulfill; a mission that is specific
to him and cannot be realized by anyone else, yet one which
affects the entire cosmic vision. Thus, every Jew has an infinite,
irreplaceable value.
So G-d was not merely relaying a directive to Moses. He was
telling each one of us to utilize our specific talents, thereby
fulfilling our unique potential, to enable us to accomplish
our particular mission. By relating this in the Torah, G-d
ensured that this message would be accessible to everyone,
for all time.
Perpetual Meaning
Now we can understand Rashis statement that due to
G-ds love of His people, He counts them at all
times. The Jewish people were counted four times over
the course of the Five Books. How does this warrant the description
at all times?[6]
However, Rashi is not referring to the census per se,
but rather to the effect of the countings. For the
feelings of self-worth and importance that were revealed through
the counting process remained perpetually with the people
and imbued them at all times.
The same can be said for us in our day and age. Although
we are not actively being counted by Divine directive, when
we read about these episodes in the Torah, we are given the
strength to realize how precious we are to G-d, and how vital
it is that we conduct our lives in accordance with His values.
G-d Himself is declaring our worth every single momentone
just needs to listen and behave accordingly.
Based on addresses of the Rebbe given Shabbat Parshat
Bamidbar 5722 (1962) and 5724 (1964)[7]
The anteroom adjoining the study of Rabbi Yitzchak Meir,
founder of the chassidic dynasty of Gur, was filled with people
waiting to be received by the Rebbe and to be helped by his
counsel and blessing. Near the Rebbes door stood his
personal secretary, Reb Bunim, who presided over the waiting
list; as soon as the door opened and a chassid would emerge
from the Rebbes room, all eyes would turn toward Reb
Bunim, who would signal to the next in line to enter.
In the entranceway appeared a man, dressed in the manner
of the wealthy Jewish merchants of the time: high boots of
glossy leather, a heavy gold watch-chain draped across the
vest, a fur-lined jacket enveloping a generous girth in defense
against the Polish winter. But an anxious and care-worn face
belied the luxurious attire; here was a man who had his troubles
despite (or because?) of his wealth.
The man scanned the crowded room and a frown clouded his
already despondent features. Impatiently, he made his way
to the secretary. I must see the Rebbe on an urgent
matter, he whispered. How much longer is the man
inside going to be?
Have a seat, said Reb Bunim evenly, and
Ill put you on the list. What is your name, Reb Yid?
You dont understand, said the man, certain
that the secretary indeed did not understand. I must
see the Rebbe now. I have an important meeting tomorrow
in Warsaw, and I must be on my way shortly.
But surely, Reb Yid, you dont expect me to let
you in before all these people, said Reb Bunim. Some
of them have been waiting for hours...
Thats exactly my point, said the visitor,
who was beginning to lose his patience with the insolent servant.
I cannot wait for a hour, or even half an hour. I wish
to speak with the Rebbe immediately. You can save your lists
for people with more time on their hands.
Im sorry, said Reb Bunim somewhat heatedly,
rising to the challenge on his authority. You must wait
like everyone else...
The crack of the merchants palm against the face of
the secretary resounded through the room, which fell into
a shocked silence. It took Reb Bunim several seconds to realize
he had been slapped, and when he did, he just stood there,
unable to utter a word. Nothing like this had ever happened
in the Rebbes waiting room, where no one dared even
raise his voice at the Rebbes secretary. In fact, the
only one in the room not paralyzed by incredulity was the
assailant himself, who, satisfied that he had at last made
himself understood, proceeded toward the Rebbes door.
At that very moment the door opened, and Rabbi Yitzchak Meir
stood in the doorway. How dare you raise a hand to a
fellow Jew, he thundered. I shall not receive
you, he added, until you have secured the forgiveness
of the man you so unjustly attacked. With that, he turned
and closed the door behind him.
For a long second the merchant stood staring at the Rebbes
closed door. Abruptly, he turned on his heels and fled from
the room.
Something in the mans face caught Reb Bunims
eye and caused him to hurry outside after his assailant. There
he found him leaning against his coach, his large body racked
with sobs.
You? said the man, when he saw who had followed
him outside. What do you want of me now? You have destroyed
our last hope.
Your last hope for what? asked Reb Bunim quietly.
For fifteen years weve been childless, my wife
and I, wept the man. Weve tried everything...
Weve been to all the doctors... I had hoped that the
Rebbe would pray for us...
Come with me, said Reb Bunim, grabbing hold of
the merchants hand. Before the visitor knew what was
happening, both were standing in the Rebbes room.
Rebbe! said Reb Bunim, I swear that I will
never forgive this man, not in this world and not in the world
to come, unless the Rebbe promises that he and his wife will
be blessed with a child!
Rabbi Yitzchak Meir looked from the anguished face of the
merchant to the determined face of his secretary. Slowly,
a smile broke out on his face. May it so be the will
of G-d, he finally said, as Reb Bunim says...
Playing G-d
Upon the passing of Rabbi Israel Baal Shem Tov in 1760, the
center of Chassidic teaching shifted to the town of Mezheritch,
home of the Baal Shem Tovs successor, the famed Maggid,
Rabbi DovBer.
Late one night, a group of the Maggids disciples were
discussing the state of the universe. If G-d would entrust
me with the running of His world, said one, I
would gather all the gold in the world and give it to the
Jewish people, so that they should be able to serve the Almighty
free of all material cares.
If I were running the world, said another, I
would heal all the sick and banish all pain and suffering
from the face of the earth.
And I would eradicate the inclination for evil from
the heart of man, said a third. Then we would
have a world that befits the goodness and perfection of its
Creator.
The youngest of the Maggids disciples, Rabbi Schneur
Zalman of Liadi, then spoke. If I were in G-ds
place, said he, I would run the world exactly
as He does.
Adapted from the teachings of the Rebbe by Yanki Tauber
[1] After they left Egypt (Exodus 12:37); after the
sin of the Golden Calf, before the construction of the Tabernacle
(ibid 30:12); after the Tabernacle was erected (Numbers
1:2); and before they entered the land of Israel (ibid 26:2).
[2] Talmud, Tractate Sotah 36b.
[3] Zohar, section III, 152a.
[4] In most cases the mixture is deemed permissible
if the prohibited item is one-sixtieth or less of the total
quantity. It is important to note that this law only applies
when the ingredients mix accidentally. If one, however,
purposely attempts to nullify a forbidden itemeither
by concocting a mixture, or by adding permitted items to
an already existing mixture (to minimize the percentage
of prohibition)the mixture remains forever prohibited.
[5] Tractate Orlah 3:7; Talmud Beitza 3b; Shulchan Aruch
Yoreh Deah, 110:1.
[6] Even including the censuses that were performed
later on in history, the Jewish people have been counted
only nine times, with the tenth to coincide with the messianic
ageMidrash Tanchuma Parshat Sissa 9; Bamidbar Rabba
2:11.
[7] Likkutei Sichot, vol. IV, pp.1019-1024;
vol. VII, pp.1-7.
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