ESSAY: The Impossible Dream
When Divine Vision and mortal perception collide
INSIGHTS: Bitter Knowledge
Knowledge is often painful; yet we still prefer knowing
to not knowing
A TELLING STORY: Charity Wars
The advantage in paying in installments

The Impossible Dream
by Ari Sollish
And Caleb silenced the people toward Moses...
Numbers 13:30
He cried aloud, saying: Is this all that the son
of Amram [Moses] has done to us? One who heard him speaking
in this way was under the impression that he was about to
speak disparagingly of Moses. Since they had hard feelings
toward Moses because of the words of the spies, they all became
silent to hear his criticism. Said [Caleb], Did he not
split the sea for us, bring the Manna down for us, and collect
the quails for us...
Rashi on verse
Have you ever dreamed that one day our world could actually
become a better place, only to conclude that such hope is
merely a utopian fantasy? The concept of Global Perfection
is seemingly one that is as unrealistic as it is idealistic.
Our world is flawed, brimming with evil, pain, and suffering.
Man has reached new heights, walked on the moon, and yet at
the same time plumbed the depths of inhumanity to an extent
that one would not have believed possible. To fathom a perfect
world is to imagine a completely different realm of being,
one that is not marred with the natural imperfection of physicality
but is rather an angelic abode where celestial beings reside
in complete harmony. Our world is so steeped in imperfection
that the notion that it, our very existence, could reach a
state of utter perfection is one that evokes ridicule. And
the idea that we, mere human beings of flesh and blood, can
be the catalysts for this utopian state is entirely preposterous!
Yet Judaism teaches that this ultimate state of being is
not mere fantasy, but a reality that will soon be experienced
in the Messianic Era. In the words of Maimonides: In
that time there will be neither famine nor war, neither hatred
nor competition, for good will flow freely, and all delights
will be as common as the dust.[1] Furthermore, Torah teaches us that we are the ones who have been
entrusted with this mission; it is the cumulative efforts
of mankind throughout the ages that will eventually usher
in this revolutionary epoch.[2] How are we, rational human beings
who recognize the imperfection of the world and of ourselves,
to view this seemingly impossible mission?
The Story
The Jewish people encountered a similar dilemma 3311 years
ago.
The exodus from Egypt was little more than a year old. In
one stroke, we had become a nation. Fifty days later, with
the revelation at Mount Sinai, we were entrusted with G-ds
Divine directivethe Torah. All that we lacked was our
own land, and as we stood encamped at Kadesh, on the border
of the land of Canaan, this too was about to become a reality.
Then, tragedy struck. The Jewish people, surrendering their
faith in G-d to doubts of their own military prowess, demanded
of Moses, Let us send men before us so that they shall
search out the land for us and bring back word as to which
road we should take and into which cities we shall come.[3] After consulting with G-d, Moses
agreed to their request, and twelve spies were duly dispatched,
one representative from each of the twelve tribes.
Forty days later, on the eighth day of Av, the spies returned
from their mission, native produce in hand, and issued their
assessment of the land in the following statement:
We came to the land to which you sent us, and indeed
it flows with milk and honey; this is its fruit. However,
the people who dwell in the land are strong, and the cities
are fortified and very great; we also saw giants there. The
Amalekites dwell in the Negev; the Hittites, the Jebusites
and the Emorites dwell in the hills, and the Canaanites dwell
at the sea and on the banks of the Jordan.[4]
It was at this point that Caleb (the representative of the
tribe of Judah), sensing the impending disaster, passionately
proclaimed, Let us go up and occupy the land, for we
are able! Tragically, his pleas fell on deaf ears, and
the people, swayed by the negative rhetoric they had already
heard, grew despondent and doubted their ability to enter
the new land. All night the nation wept and bemoaned
their fate, crying to Moses and Aaron
Why is G-d
bringing us to this land to fall by the sword, and for our
wives and children to fall into captivity? It would be best
to return to Egypt![5]
Because of their lack of faith and unwillingness to enter
the land, the entire generation (with the exception of Caleb
and Joshua[6])
was deemed unworthy, destined to fulfill their lives wandering
in the desert until, some thirty-eight years later, a new
generation was prepared to carry the torch.
The Jewish people, forgetting the miracles and wonders they
had so recently experienced at the hand of G-d, had succumbed
to their fear of the unknown, melting under the pressure of
the challenge they faced in conquering an unknown land.
What was the message that Caleb was conveying, and what relevance
does it hold for us in overcoming the challenges that we face
today?
The Claim
The human mind is quite remarkable, enabling the stubborn
man to rationalize his whims with logical explanations.
Being shown the fallacy of his argument serves not as a refutation,
but provides another opportunity to express creativity and
ingenuity. This self-righteous curse can afflict us all, dragging
us down by essentially blocking out all objectivity. Nowhere
was this destructive cycle more apparent than in the story
of this weeks parsha.
Clearly, the spies (apart from Caleb and Joshua) did not
wish to enter the Land of Canaan,[7]
and so produced three seemingly sound arguments to support
their stance:
The people who dwell in the land are strong, and the cities
are fortified and very great
The first and most logical accusation was that the mission
of conquering the nations of the land was simply too difficult,
in a word, unrealistic. Thus, they began their propaganda
with scare-tacticsinsinuating that the strength of the
land and its inhabitants was too awesome to overcome.
The Amalekites dwell in the Negev
That initial argument, though compelling, was nonetheless
not entirely effective for a people whose belief in G-ds
promises is innate,[8]
and who, having G-ds assurance, would have no doubt
in their ability to overcome the indigenous population. It
was therefore necessary to imply a more dangerous assertion,
one that hit closer to home: that we are simply not worthy
enough to merit G-ds miraculous aid in conquering the
land.[9] The
very fact that the people demanded spies in the first place
is proof enough that they lacked complete faith in G-d and
their worthiness of His continued miracles. There was even
a historical precedent for this: their fierce battle with
Amalek was a result of their doubting G-d.[10]
The Hittites, the Jebusites and the Emorites in the
hills, and the Canaanites at the sea and on the banks of the
Jordan
The necessity of this argument stemmed from the weakness
of their previous claim, for G-d eventually acquiesced to
the peoples request,[11]
proving that sending spies was not contrary to the Divine
Will. The spies therefore countered with their final argument:
although we have been promised success in conquering the land,
who says that G-d will help us against the nations that we
will encounter on our journey prior to reaching the
land?[12]
The Rebuttal
As Rashi explains, Caleb responded to the other spies by
first citing three miracles that Moses elicited for the Jewish
people. By doing so, he intended not merely to demonstrate
the possibility of a miracle, but rather to answer their specific
challenges point by point:
You assert that the task of conquering the land is
too difficult, began Caleb. Do you not remember
your fear when you found yourselves trapped between the wide
expanse of the sea and the oncoming onslaught of Pharaohs
army? Have you forgotten the emotion of hopelessness that
coursed through your veins at that moment, looking from one
adversary to the other, thinking that what had almost become
reality was suddenly in jeopardy? And do you remember the
feeling of sheer joy at witnessing the salvation that came
directly from His all-powerful Hand, as He split the sea for
us, allowing our safe passage, while simultaneously drowning
our former taskmasters in the waters murky depths? Do
you not remember how quickly that insurmountable
obstacle vanished?
You also claim that we are unworthy of G-ds miracles!
How soon you forget your demand for meat, which was miraculously
granted with the quails despite the wantonness of your intentions.[13]
Furthermore, continued Caleb, take a look
at the Manna that we are given to eat everyday. Although we
have not settled in the Holy Land and are merely traversing
the desert in preparation of that great step, the Almighty
nonetheless showers us with His supernatural blessing! How
can you even entertain the idea that G-d would not provide
salvation on the road to our future homeland?[14]
For the first time since their return, the spies, along with
the entire nation, remained silent,[15] recognizing the truth in Calebs impassioned plea. Tragically,
though, the people chose not to repentfor such is the
power of stubbornness.
Closer to Home
Now, as then, there is a mission that must be fulfilled,
a goal that stands just ahead on the horizon. We, the Jewish
people, have been charged to change the world, to perfect
it one corner at a time,[16] and this process begins with
refining our own character.[17]
We can refuse to accept this missionoffering excuses
that it is too difficult, that we are too weak, that there
are unforeseen challenges that lie in wait along the journeyor
we can embrace the challenge, drawing strength from Calebs
inspiring words which still resonate in our ears, encouraging
us to go onward, telling us that success is not just a possibility,
but a guaranteed reality. Now, as then, the choice is ultimately
ours. However, we have the benefit of hindsight: the ability
to draw lessons from our history, making sure we never again
repeat the tragic mistakes of the past.
Let us not squander the tremendous opportunity we have been
granted. Let us accept the challengeand triumph.
Based on an address of the Rebbe given Shabbat Parshat
Shelach 5726 (1966)[18]

On one occasionit was Rosh Hashanah of 5641 (1880)Rabbi
Shmuel of Lubavitch said:
In truth, we could be rid of the oppressors of Israel. But
the Jewish people prefer the bitter medicine.
There are two types of medicines: sweet medicines and bitter
medicines. The problem with a sweet medicine is that when
it is administered to a child, the child wants more; the child
does not understand that he is ill and that this is medicine.
With a bitter medicine, one at least knows the truth.
Cited by the Rebbe in HaYom Yom, vol. II (unpublished)
Charity Wars
There was a Chassid who, whenever he was approached with
the request for a donation for charity, would stick his hand
into his pocket and take out a few coins; then, with a hastily
mumbled just a minute..., he would again dig into
his pocket and come up with another few coins.
Someone who noticed his custom once asked him: Why
do you always give in two instalments? Could you not take
out the full sum you want to give at once?
Replied the Chassid: Every act of charity is a victory
over our selfish natures. I just can't resist the opportunity
to score two such victories for the price of one!
Adapted from the teachings of the Rebbe by Yanki Tauber
[1] Mishneh Torah, Laws of Kings, 12:5.
[2] C.F. Tanya, Likkutei Amarim, beginning of ch. 37.
[6] Joshua represented the tribe of Ephraim, and was
the only spy other than Caleb to maintain faith in their
mission. See Ibid. verses 6-9.
[7] For the explanation of their motives according to
Chassidic thought, see Holy Land, WIR, vol. X, no.
38.
[8] Talmud, Shabbos 97a; Bamidbar Rabbah 7:5; Midrash
Tanchuma, Shemos 23.
[9] This demonstrates how the stubborn mind pulls out
all the stops to prove its point, even if it requires putting
down the very subject it is trying to defend.
[10] See Exodus 17:7-8: The people had argued
and tested G-d, by asking, is G-d with us or not?
Amalek came and attacked Israel in Rephidim. Rashi
explains the sequence of verses, that G-d allowed Amalek
to attack the Children of Israel precisely because they
doubted His presence amongst them.
[11] As G-d tells Moses at the beginning of our parsha,
Send men for yourself to tour the Land of Canaan
[12] Although the Jewish People were encamped near
the border of Canaan, there were still battles to be fought
before they actually entered the land.
[13] See Rashi to Numbers 11:1,4.
[14] The sequence of miracles mentioned here [i.e.,
first the splitting of the sea, then the miracle of the
quails, and finally the giving of the Manna] follows the
order necessary to respond to the spies arguments.
Rashi, however, states the miracles in chronological order,
thus the miracle of the Manna precedes the miracle of the
quails.
[15] This is in stark contrast with the reaction of
the people to Joshua and Calebs plea later in the
narrative, which not only did not silence them, but also
incited them so severely that the entire nation wished
to stone themIbid.14:10.
[16] The concept of refining the material world is
analogous to the mission then to transform the Land
of Canaan into the Holy Land.
[17] The Zohar explains that the seven nations
of the land refer to the seven evil character traits
within man that must be sublimated in order for him to reach
his true potential.
[18] Likkutei Sichot, vol. VIII, pp. 82-93.
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