Your Soul Workout Journal
Lately, I feel unfulfilled.
I was just given my PhD diploma, and I’m in a junction in my life.
I know what I want to do, but it’s like I don’t have enough strength to get there.
I also need to invest more time for this to happen.
I do have some micro projects, but my big project plan, I can’t seem to get moving.
In college I was so much more active and productive.
I had this productive energy. Maybe thanks to so much support I had from my friends.
But, in the ‘real’ world, it’s so much harder to set things into motion.
I feel like I lost time doing seemingly meaningless stuff, it’s hard to reconcile.
I wish all the random things in my life would click into place already.
I thought I was getting there when I got married 5 years ago, but now I’m divorced, and in a kind of limbo.
I have so many ideas, but not the environment that would help me realize them.
There are new things on the horizon. I pray to Hashem that I would be successful.
I want to realize my potential. I want to be me.