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Air
Though summer still lingered and the day was bright
and sunny, there was a change in the air. One smelled already
the Elul-scent; a teshuvah-wind was blowing. Everyone
grew more serious, more thoughtful
. All awaited the
call of the shofar, the first blast that would announce
the opening of the gates of the month of mercy. So describes
the previous Lubavitcher Rebbe, Rabbi Yosef Yitzchak Schneersohn,
the onset of the month of Elul in the shtetl of Lubavitch.
As the last month of the Jewish year, Elul is a time for
sober review of the achievements and failings of the closing
year; a month of trepidation on account of the approaching
Days of Awe of Rosh HaShanah and Yom Kippur, when
"all inhabitants of earth pass before the Divine Judge
as a flock of sheep."[1] But Elul is also a gentle month, softened by
the reconciliatory prophecies of the Seven of Consolation
and the vibes of divine compassion that linger from the time
that Moses spent the whole of Elul on the summit of Mount
Sinai procuring G-ds wholehearted forgiveness for Israels
first sin. In a word, Elul is a time of teshuvah: a
time of regret, forgiveness and reconciliation; a time of
return to pristine beginnings to rediscover one's true self
and the spark of G-dliness at the core of one's soul.
The First Resource
To keep body and soul together, the human being needs air,
water, food, clothing, shelterin that order. Without
air, G-d forbid, a person would expire in a matter of minutes.
He may survive a few days without water, a few weeks without
food. The need for clothing and shelter are less immediately
apparent, but without them man would ultimately succumb to
an environment often hostile to his life and health.
Not incidentally, this order also describes the relative
accessibility of these resources. Shelter is the most toilsome
and expensive of human needs to acquire. Clothing less so,
food yet less so, water even cheaper and more available. Finally,
air, the most crucial resource of them all, is the most bountiful
and the most effortless to attain.
Thus, the idioms a change in the air, Elul-scent,
and teshuvah-wind in the above quote from
Rabbi Yosef Yitzchak are not mere poetic figures of speech,
but also express a truth about the month of Elul and the spirit
of teshuvah that pervades it. The effort to cut through
lifes accumulated debris of failings and inequities
and touch base with the untarnished purity at the core of
ones soul, is a round-the-year endeavor. But in the
month of Elul, we enter into an atmosphere of teshuvah.
In Elul, teshuvah is not a factor of cataclysmic moments
of truth or something to be extracted from the depths
of the prayerbook. It is as plentiful and accessible as air:
we need only breathe deeply to draw it into our lungs and
send it coursing through our veins. And with Elul comes the
realization that, like air, teshuvah is our most crucial
resource, our very breath of spiritual life.
Based on an address by the Rebbe, Shabbat Mevarchim Elul,
5727 (September 2, 1967)[2]
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[1] . From the Rosh HaShanah and Yom Kippur prayers.
[2]. Likkutei Sichot, vol. XIX, pp. 158-161
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